I died at the age of 44
thenatureanimals.comI have always believed I was going to die at a very young age. It started while I was still a small child, and was waiting for the D-day with a lot of enthusiasm. I believed that...
View Article"Playing The Game"
More than three weeks ago, my Heart-Sister Pat wrote a guest post for my Blog. Things were not going well, and I was waiting to feel better before I can come back to this blog and publish her post.The...
View ArticleSometimes i wish....
When I first saw the idea of the blog hop on the theme Sometimes I wish, i joined not really aware that I was committing to posting something on a specific day. Since I have been away from my Blog and...
View ArticleSuicide? Why?
It must' a been a place so dark, couldn't feel the lightReachin' for you through that stormy cloudNow here we are gathered in our little home townThis can't be the way you meant to draw a crowdOh why...
View ArticleGuest post: An open blessing
It's been many months that I say and promise to start writing again, but I wasn't able to keep my promise. It's not the lack of time nor the laziness; it's not the lack of ideas or subjects to discuss...
View ArticleDiving in...
On March 25, Jodi wrote a blog post that started with this question:"What will you do today without letting fear stop you?"Today I will commit to start writing again without letting fear stop me. It’s...
View ArticleEgo versus Soul
- Hey!! What’s wrong? What is this look on your face?- Leave me alone. I don’t want to talk to you, please go-Come on! You know I’m your friend and I just want to help- No one can help me. No one can...
View ArticleI challenged the Fear
Exactly two years ago, on August 2nd, 2012, I boarded a plane, headed towards freedom. With me were my three children and nowhere near enough baggage. I knew my destination, but I was also aware that...
View ArticleExpress Gratitude! Great Idea Jodi!
Express Gratitude! #31daysofgratitudeI have so many "unfinished" posts in my draft sections and I never managed to decide and post any. I would give myself multiple excuses: what for, no one is...
View ArticleGratitude, day 1: Thank you Mr. Dentist
Good Morning Mr. Dentist,I hated you before knowing you. I told you that. I was honest from my first visit. You see, I grew up in a war zone and we had to manage with what was available. I had an...
View ArticleGratitude Day 2:Thank you Dad,
Dear Dad,I know I was never Daddy's girl. I have disappointed you often and your dreams for me were much bigger than what l have achieved in my life, but Daddy, I did what I believed was right for me....
View ArticleGratitude Day 3: Funny Coincidence
I arrived to work this morning and I was exhausted and in a lot of pain. I worked for some time and then told one of my colleagues: I can't wait till the 11th to have my sleep test. I'm so tired all...
View ArticleGratitude Day 4: Thank you Tanya
Dear Tanya,"Tanya J Peterson NCC @tanyajpeterson1 May 19@Nikkyy44 Good morning! Thanks for the RT! Btw, I've meant to mention that I like your profile picture. "That is how our friendship started. Do...
View ArticleGratitude Day 5: Thank you for the hug
I can't give details on here but my "thank you" note today was for someone I love with all my heart."You came at the right moment and gave me an unexpected heartfelt hug.I needed it so badly. Thank you...
View ArticleGratitude Day 6 and 7: Thank you for support
Thank you friends,I've had a very bad week-end on many different levels.My thank you message for those 2 days goes to each and everyone of my friends and family for their support and presence in my...
View ArticleGratitude Day 8: Happy Birthday M.......
Today is your birthday.Today I would be busy and anxious preparing you a birthday surprise party.Why anxious? Because I knew that whatever I do, you wouldn't appreciate my efforts. You know what? It...
View ArticleHelp for Domestic Violence Survivors: We see you!
Help for Domestic Violence Survivors: We see you!
View ArticleWhy Would My Daddy Want Me To Go Back To My Abuser?
Why Would My Daddy Want Me To Go Back To My Abuser?
View ArticleMy Pat... This is For You
It's been so SO long. My Pat tried so hard to get me to blogging again, I didn't want to. I'm not ready yet.She tried SO hard to convince me that I had Spiritual gifts that I need to explore and use, I...
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